Nyamimee

sorry I'm not dead _{well in the inside I am but lets not dwell into that..}



some stuff I'd like to update you on..

>> I have mentioned in my past entry that I will join the inktober thingy, and I did. I just didn't finish it and I didn't post it here. If you wanna see what I did here is the facebook link for the first day and here is the instagram link, for the first day too. _{I drew Tracer for the first day}

>> Tablet's pen pressure is still not functioning. I made the Riko fan art on my sibling's laptop + tablet (ok AK and AZ draw too much, it was a miracle I could borrow it).

>> Still planning on that commish thing. heh not like anyones really going to commish with me

>> Screw being active. Too damn hard _{for now I guess..}

>> I'll just be posting my girl portraits (there's no denying that thats all I draw) from time to time. Don't expect too much.

>> Still has no phone. Poor me. 



I just can't really commit to being active and updated all the time, got no motivation atm. Thanks for at least reading this.


link to my brothers page's:
AK-tastic deviantart, tumblr
Animated Zorox

go check them out, they're really talented :3c
and yes, I'm the only one in the family that's name doesn't start with an A. So sad ;-;

you should know by now that I am bad at making titles.

anyways~~~
here are just a bunch of stuff I want to update y'all about whats happening with my shit irl

first of all, MY FUSJDFHISURGVNUIEFHING TABLET'S PEN PRESSURE GAVE UP ON ME. IT DUN WAN 2 WERK WID MAH DAM LAPPY (yes suffer) I AM NOT HAPPY OK. JUST WHEN I'VE FINALLY GOT THE TIME TO DO SOME IMPORTANT SHIT, IT GIVES UP ON ME.

second, I'm gonna try to participate on le INKTOBER so wish me luck XDDD

third, I plan to make a new commission thingy soon

fourth, THANK YOU LORD for at least I still have my old pentabby (although my baby doesn't also have pen pressure, I make most of my no-pen-pressure drawings there) so I WILL DRAW

fifth, I MIGHT not be able to draw much, now that I think about it XDDD with the inktober going on too (ah but I will make a way. JUST YOU WAIT)

sixth, YOU DAMN SKYPE, FAKING WORK WITH ME BECH.
 
seventh, this counting thing is actually fun XDDD

eighth, I STILL don't have a phone, I just borrow from people that love me (I hope they really do love me </3 //rolls)

ninth, I'm trying to be more active (look how well its going haaaaaa)

TENth, HAHHAHA hi


That's all
(I think..)

Yes, I am saying good bye. 
BUT ONLY FOR A WHILE. hahaormaybeforeveryouneverknowXD
I'll be gone until I get a new phone I guess? Haha I recently lost my phone ugh </3   
and my laptop is giving up on me plus our net is in a bad state? IdunnoXDDD 
So yea..yun lng XDDDD

I dunno what to talk about XD
just wanted to try this again
Please ignore >:0
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Maybe I can improve my communication skills by journal-ing? _{is that even a word}
welp it was just a thought. Might as well try it, I guess?

Fak my stomach hurts when I started this (no its not a number 2). It seems I have a hard time being open //gahwat

This is all random btw so u dun nid tu rid
_{I did that on purpose obviously XD
ah that wasn't funny.}
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Honestly, I'm still struggling with lots of things here irl (I know other people are too, so just let me try to rant)
Like how my pen pressure won't work, my laptop's screen has turned green, drawing is starting to feel forced, trying to be more social here and irl, trying to improve, trying to get my spark back, being more open, accepting help, finishing my commish, scanner won't faking work, how it seems that every time I start drawing everyone thinks its the best time to call me and make me do something, being more active, should finish my books, should study more, try to fix my appearance (which is something I'm not likely to do anytime soon), trying not to be depressed, taking care of my naughty dog, trying to get less sick, etc.
welp end of trial rant
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I'm posting this so I can regret about this some other day XDDDD

Well.....I never thought I'd put a journal entry xD  
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Anyways!  
I have changed my name!  
Tho I'm pretty sure that only some people will notice xD (the peeps who knows me IRL)
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Course this wouldn't happen without the help of my sempai.
SEMPAI! THANKYOU!